Tuesday, January 15, 2008

C'est la vie

having many days of holidays right now, but after that it will be horrid study time day and night. oh gosh... I really have to fulfil my new year's resolutions. i need to get into the unis in the uk!!! have to get at least 2As n' 1B < that's what my teachers predicted... hv to put more effort in it n' there's not much time left actually... but life recently is a bit relaxing and carefree, maybe cuz I'm trying to live loose rather than choking myself. anyway it's mid jan and exam will start in mar 31... so shitty now... dun want to ruin my life (as they say if u dun get into uni ur ruining ur life)

still having dreams and aspirations
-though i'm getting into law ... i kind of want to be a screenwriter actually. but since u can't really survive in hollywood now as a screenwriter, u need to find other jobs to do.
-want to take up a part time job after the exams n' then spend all my salary on things i want to buy in a day! or a few days...
-want to travel around europe, esp greece, rome, italy, france (st tropez, monaco, paris, provence, monte carlo), london, cornwall, denmark, milan, actually i wanna try going to siberia too. : P

sometimes i do believe in karma though i'm an atheist. but sometimes i think life is dependent on luck. really. luck plays a huge part in our life. (match point is a bit too dramatic, but sometimes u can't deny luck plays a part in ur life... many things are inevitable n' when they come either they are fortunate things or unlucky ones, it's depending on ur luck) but karma it's another thing. but sometimes things wont get back at you u notice. so i'm still confused with this philosophy.

c'est la vie. bonne nuit.

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